I understand
For the better part of my life I've been the victim. I guess I'm just an easy target because I'm kind hearted. all through elementary and middle school I was harassed. Eventually, after I'd stopped trying to fit in with these terrible morons that never stopped tearing me down, things started to improve. No a lot mind you, but just enough to give me a clear view of the world. Hatered will always exist as long as humans do, especially in children. And as long there are crappy parents and violent upbringings to twist potentially good people into bullies, racists, and homophobes, the victims, like you and I, will simply have to bear it. My advice is to find some good friends that have gone through the same sort of things. They'll give ya the strength. Love and light!